Wednesday, August 24, 2011
Love
I looked into the mirror tonight, and I didn't like the person that I've become. I don't know what changed me. Maybe it's the broken heart, maybe it's my circumstances, maybe it's the way things have gone these past month. I just don't like my self. If I can't even stand the sight of myself, how can anyone with the right mind love me for who I am?
Then it hits me. God still loves me. for all that's worth, He is the only one that I got. no one else would love me unconditionally with all the ungodliness that fills my life. Unconditional love. What a powerful phase. we throw that term around too loosely these days. Heck, even "Love" doesn't have the same meaning to it after a while. Love that God have for us, who knows every little details of our lives? now that's true love. It was love that send Christ on the cross to die for our sins. It was love that save us from the life of sins. I don't know about you, but I just felt whole lot better after being reminded of that.
There is nothing else to lose. There is nothing else to gain, "For to me, to live is Christ and to die is gain." A piece of my self die tonight, yet I gain a whole lot more. Thank you God for your everlasting love. may I never forget the love that you have for me. Amen.
